Today is a new day and a strange day. They say life come to test us that is true but it also comes to guide us . I’m building this website for people to bring them to Jesus . I do not so by preaching only sharing him with them . I know what his love feels like it’s the only feeling I can’t explain fully because it’s unexplainable . So I tell it how it was it’s like being comforted by one million mums . Mark my words that does not even come close to.  

My YouTube channel is bringing people closer to him and my number one aim is them to know him as he  knows them . That’s why my channel and this are called Talking to Jesus . That’s why is the biggest thing I hope to achieve in my time I have left . My Near Death Experience changed me I was healed yet it took me 27 years to understand why . Years of searching for the truth , many wrong turns along the way . Then he turned up just on time , his time . I had to be ready for his work and here I now am . 

People ask me how do I know it’s Jesus . Let me give you my answer I know what I felt during my NDE you can’t describe that . I’ve spent all those years searching. Book writing is my love that however didn’t really start until after my NDE . You could say it’s a gift I came back with . I wrote a book on Wattpad called talking to my soul a very interesting book which was a conversation between me and my soul . So I thought it went into such detail about what I was going through . I was not alone and the words came so fast it was like taking dictation. I didn’t know at the time I was actually talking to Jesus all along . 

This work I am now doing is in the open I can’t hide it . It is what it is me talking to Jesus and I want everyone to know he can talk to you also . It’s my job from here on in to find people and show them how to do just that . Not looking in places that he is not there but within them . That what’s important he is within so don’t ask to show or talk on the outside 

One day can change your life . That’s all it  takes  

whether by accident or choice . One day I was looking for Jesus no matter how hard I tried I could not find him . I just wanted to hear him  like other could . I tried for so long but nothing happened . Then one day out of nowhere it happened completely unexpected . 

Here I am just letting go of what’s on my mind . Here I am allowed to talk freely and be who I really am want to be . It’s taken me twenty seven years to make it to this page since my Near Death Experience . So many years so much learning about myself . Some good thing some not so good some good paths some terrible paths . I once had almost 500 followers on Facebook but I realised it was not what I believed was right so I walked away . I did the same recently on instagram because I didn’t feel the love my works needs  so now I have all the platforms I need . This website to just let go and be free . YouTube to grow and do my work and tic tok to find the love of people who give instantl love back .  I feel now I have found the places for my work and I welcome everyone who comes this way so here I am spelling mistakes and all I am open to anyone looking to have a conversation with Jesus and have him in their life. 

I must admit it's not been easy for from it . These last five weeks have been twenty seven years of searching for the truth of my Near Death Experience. Thinking I had found it only to discover I was wrong. 

I always hoped for a way to find Jesus and never finding him like so many people I was missing all the signs . I am just a normal person with all the trouble and pain gained along the way. Then slowly things began to fall together more than come together . My picture of my dog and I walking along a beach changed everything . Who would of thought a simple idea could bring me into Jesus arms. Here I am now one website and a YouTube channel and a tic tok channel five weeks later. God is with me and I am sharing him with the world

Well today I am on holiday but I must tell of a situation yesterday for whatever ever reason even though I posted my videos on YouTube very little came back . What I mean is normally I pick up well over ten new subscribers everyday . Yesterday I didn’t work because YouTube have a way of closing the door . This can be annoying especially when you place some of my best videos . I had a talk with Jesus in my mind having a right good moan . I felt his words post your website .
  Today im still frustrated  another day of hard work making fantastic videos but YouTube is playing its own game . My work still not being shown in the open YouTube world but my subscribers are viewing . I have taken advice but still the doors a closed on me . It’s a shame because some of my videos have a message someone will need to hear .so today I took some advice and posted a video of a dog talking to Jesus. Time will tell , on tic tok all my videos are ticking along . So I know it’s definitely YouTube checking on my videos . Hopefully open the door tomorrow . I am thinking about making this website bigger so I can add more of my work to make this website look more full . To give me a few more pages to work on .  

There was however Something I had been holding back on . I did listen to that thought  about beginning my website because that’s how he talks to us and did what he said . It was a bit difficult but everything fell into place and soon I had published it . 

 So when I think about it one door may close for a while but another will open . So listen and talk to Jesus in your mind and listen for those random words that pop into you mind . It will probably be him

Today while making a video Jesus called me Peter . This was on my my mind so I made another asking about being called by that name of an apostle as I had always thought I would have liked to be one . Jesus replied by telling me to keep walking with him and I would be . I was pleased with the answer he had given me . Later in the day I was growing frustrated by the lack of subscribers gained the door had been firmly closed not a single soul connected. I decided to make another video again asking about being called Peter. This time I was given an answer I did not expect . He told me I had a rock like faith just like Peter this pleased me . I see me in Peter so it was a huge compliment