One day can change your life . That’s all it  takes  

whether by accident or choice . One day I was looking for Jesus no matter how hard I tried I could not find him . I just wanted to hear him  like other could . I tried for so long but nothing happened . Then one day out of nowhere it happened completely unexpected . 

Here I am just letting go of what’s on my mind . Here I am allowed to talk freely and be who I really am want to be . It’s taken me twenty seven years to make it to this page since my Near Death Experience . So many years so much learning about myself . Some good thing some not so good some good paths some terrible paths . I once had almost 500 followers on Facebook but I realised it was not what I believed was right so I walked away . I did the same recently on instagram because I didn’t feel the love my works needs  so now I have all the platforms I need . This website to just let go and be free . YouTube to grow and do my work and tic tok to find the love of people who give instantl love back .  I feel now I have found the places for my work and I welcome everyone who comes this way so here I am spelling mistakes and all I am open to anyone looking to have a conversation with Jesus and have him in their life. 

I must admit it's not been easy for from it . These last five weeks have been twenty seven years of searching for the truth of my Near Death Experience. Thinking I had found it only to discover I was wrong. 

I always hoped for a way to find Jesus and never finding him like so many people I was missing all the signs . I am just a normal person with all the trouble and pain gained along the way. Then slowly things began to fall together more than come together . My picture of my dog and I walking along a beach changed everything . Who would of thought a simple idea could bring me into Jesus arms. Here I am now one website and a YouTube channel and a tic tok channel five weeks later. God is with me and I am sharing him with the world

Well today I am on holiday but I must tell of a situation yesterday for whatever ever reason even though I posted my videos on YouTube very little came back . What I mean is normally I pick up well over ten new subscribers everyday . Yesterday I didn’t work because YouTube have a way of closing the door . This can be annoying especially when you place some of my best videos . I had a talk with Jesus in my mind having a right good moan . I felt his words post your website .
  Today im still frustrated  another day of hard work making fantastic videos but YouTube is playing its own game . My work still not being shown in the open YouTube world but my subscribers are viewing . I have taken advice but still the doors a closed on me . It’s a shame because some of my videos have a message someone will need to hear .so today I took some advice and posted a video of a dog talking to Jesus. Time will tell , on tic tok all my videos are ticking along . So I know it’s definitely YouTube checking on my videos . Hopefully open the door tomorrow . I am thinking about making this website bigger so I can add more of my work to make this website look more full . To give me a few more pages to work on .  

There was however Something I had been holding back on . I did listen to that thought  about beginning my website because that’s how he talks to us and did what he said . It was a bit difficult but everything fell into place and soon I had published it . 

 So when I think about it one door may close for a while but another will open . So listen and talk to Jesus in your mind and listen for those random words that pop into you mind . It will probably be him

Today while making a video Jesus called me Peter . This was on my my mind so I made another asking about being called by that name of an apostle as I had always thought I would have liked to be one . Jesus replied by telling me to keep walking with him and I would be . I was pleased with the answer he had given me . Later in the day I was growing frustrated by the lack of subscribers gained the door had been firmly closed not a single soul connected. I decided to make another video again asking about being called Peter. This time I was given an answer I did not expect . He told me I had a rock like faith just like Peter this pleased me . I see me in Peter so it was a huge compliment